Who is this dude?

I am Yaxel the Manic, also known as:

• The Manic Chaote


• Archbishop of the Void


• The Man With Three Faces


• Liminality Explorer

and more that are too many to list. These identities are laden with symbolic depth and multifaceted esoteric practices whose practice define the knowledge and skill of the practitioner.

This discourse seeks to unravel the intricacies of my magical journey, delving into the diverse realms of bipolar symbolism, the demonic qualities of addiction, various magical traditions, and ongoing projects that collectively define The Manic Chaote known as Yaxel Akasha.

I am a whole who is exponentially greater than the sum of his parts.
My parts are finely detailed and laden with importance.
The collective entity known as Yaxel Mandel Akasha is a constant study.
The title "The Man With Three Faces" serves as an allegorical nod to my personal experience with bipolar disorder, encapsulating the triad of mood states—depressed, baseline, and manic. While this facet is not the focal point, it subtly weaves through the narrative, contributing to the intricate tapestry of my magical odyssey.
I have Bipolar 1 Disorder and at times it can be very severe. Because of this affliction, I have incredibly deep emotions that I feel so strongly it's physical. I hate to say I'm an empath, but I feel emotions and vibes and auras so deeply and intuitively it's unreal. When I feel anger it's like my whole conscious experience is overwhelmed by it. When I'm manic, oh boy I used to chase that shit like a drug, I feel so confident from the delusions of grandeur it makes me confrontational to the point I'll argue with people I agree with.
I honestly don't know who to explain the intricacies of such an extreme mood disorder, but living with it has absolutely shaped my experience and perspective.

Technomancy is my primary form of magick. I use every device I have in some way to perform magick. I have developed scripts and programs that perform tasks for me. I have developed divination systems based on RNGs. There's so much you can do with technology if you just open your mind and thimk outside the box.
My engagement in magical arts extends far beyond the confines of technomancy, however. Servitors, sigils, hypersigils, folk magic spells with everyday objects, deity work, ceremonial magick, and more are all feature prominently in my magical repertoire.

"Jack of all trades, master of none; often better than a master of one."

Beyond mere abstraction, ongoing projects encapsulate the tangible manifestations of my magical endeavors. From intricate algorithms to potent sigils, these projects epitomize the synthesis of ancient traditions and contemporary esotericism. The digital nexus, my website, acts as a conduit for the dissemination of magical knowledge, showcasing the ongoing alchemy of my magical practices.

“The gods envy us. They envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment may be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we are doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again.”
-David Benioff, dir. Troy, 2004

As we traverse the labyrinth of esotericism together, I invite you to explore the nuanced layers of The Manic Chaote. The journey is not only a reflection of my personal exploration but a shared odyssey into the rich tapestry of magical arts. With each revelation, we unravel the complexities that define me as Yaxel the Manic'—The Manic Chaote navigating the labyrinth of multifaceted esotericism.